Sometimes I internalize my stress and frustrations and feel like I am losing faith in myself.
But no matter what it is caused from, the overwhelming stress can be beat.
Here is a poem I would like to share about it.
Burning deep inside my chest
Stomach knotting and crumbling
Need an hour or two to rest
Eyes wide open, I still am stumbling
Weak and sore from head to toe
The heat pounds through out my head
I should fix this, yes I know
But I curl up and cry instead
Drained while my faith is running
Reluctant to give up on hope
But fear sometimes the Devil is cunning
Blocking God’s view of how to cope
Each day blurs, relationships weaken
Is this of my own wretched making?
Did I wander off, to the wrong beacon?
Or am I asleep, in need of waking?
Heartache strong, threatening to spread
I need to contain it, it needs to supress
Have to believe in me, push through the dread
Breath. Relax. I can beat the stress.