May 17, 2017 at 6:59 pm #31909

    Do I belong? Am I important? Will people be there for me? Am I going to be OK? These are all of the questions that I ponder at night. I was to say yes to every single one. But I can’t. I was to get better. But I say no to every single one because I can’t control what goes on in side my head. I can’t control me. Yet I can’t stop helping others with their problems. It’s a curse and a blessing.

    Megan Huettl
    May 18, 2017 at 8:52 am #31921

    Very true! It’s hard sometimes to see your own value when you’re just trying to help others. You see them improving but you can’t seem to see yourself making any forward progress. but I can promise you that if you asked the people you’re helping, they would say your value is beyond words because they would not have been able to move forward without you. You are precious to everyone, even if you can’t see it yourself. Sometimes it takes a lot of growth and reminders to really ingrain that into your own mind, but don’t get yourself down and think that you aren’t worth something, because you are.

    I hope this helps. Hold fast. <3

    May 18, 2017 at 12:21 pm #31924

    thank you. It helps a little bit

    May 18, 2017 at 1:55 pm #31929

    People always ask……… Why are you always so sad. well my answer is becasue I was born like this

    May 18, 2017 at 3:15 pm #31930

    I wish I could just die!!!!!!!!! I’m done trying.

    May 18, 2017 at 3:19 pm #31932

    You stress at night.

    Distract yourself at night using videos to view on youtube. Educational videos can engross you.Choose a subject you are interested in or you will lose focus.

    Drink chamomile tea at night. Slight Calming.

    Church music is healthy at night, peaceful music, not rock.

    May 18, 2017 at 3:21 pm #31934

    I can’t any more. I’m to worn out.

    May 18, 2017 at 3:26 pm #31935

    Do you have a counselor you can speak you? Usually schools/colleges have one available if you request a session.

    Go to church and request people pray over you.

    May 19, 2017 at 8:13 am #31949

    No, and people would tell my parents and right now I don’t trust my parents

    May 19, 2017 at 12:25 pm #31957

    I just want to be able to feel safe

    May 20, 2017 at 12:58 am #31960


    This is an online chat service with counselors.

    May 20, 2017 at 10:08 am #31968

    I do use them

    May 21, 2017 at 1:45 am #31985

    Available to listen to you on this thread friend!

    chat on

    May 21, 2017 at 8:41 am #31991

    But now I’m done using the hope line.

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