• TheeCrazyBethy
    September 8, 2017 at 12:01 am #33743

    I appreciate all of you for your words, love, support, and encouragement. I always do.

    But I feel like I’m drowning. Like this darkness inside of me is slowly but surely suffocating me. I’ve felt like this for over a month now…I’ve had moments where I was okay and where I thought I was getting better, then I don’t. Those moments pass. I feel like I’m losing this battle in my mind and theres nothing to stop it.

    I’ve felt this low before. But how many times can I reach the bottom before I don’t come back up again? What if I don’t make it out of this alive?

    September 8, 2017 at 9:37 pm #33759

    I’m sorry you feel this way, Bethy. 🙁

    September 9, 2017 at 12:27 am #33761

    Every time you come back up, out of this abyss, even for a second or a minute is a success! Every time your getting stronger, more prepared to fight it. I know it feels like every time you sink again, it a setback. But it’s not. Remenber when you’re sinking of all the successes you’ve had (rising above this abyss). These moments are proof that you CAN and WILL rise again!

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