I appreciate all of you for your words, love, support, and encouragement. I always do.
But I feel like I’m drowning. Like this darkness inside of me is slowly but surely suffocating me. I’ve felt like this for over a month now…I’ve had moments where I was okay and where I thought I was getting better, then I don’t. Those moments pass. I feel like I’m losing this battle in my mind and theres nothing to stop it.
I’ve felt this low before. But how many times can I reach the bottom before I don’t come back up again? What if I don’t make it out of this alive?
Every time you come back up, out of this abyss, even for a second or a minute is a success! Every time your getting stronger, more prepared to fight it. I know it feels like every time you sink again, it a setback. But it’s not. Remenber when you’re sinking of all the successes you’ve had (rising above this abyss). These moments are proof that you CAN and WILL rise again!